Monday, November 17, 2008

How bad can you screw-up?

Juggernaut rolling on the railing has finally taken a side of my opponent. The cogent on convincing my inner soul does not seem to have worked.

It is all about Common Admission Test (CAT).

I will not be surprised of my fall, if it really happens for it was something that I did not assiduous work.

Where is the Goddamn spark!

My preparation was just for a month. My strategy was as good as a 5 year old kid who does not care about his future.

Let's start putting things on the table. What do you want to achieve in your life? What do you want to be? Where do you want to be ? Do you like what you are doing?

I am a very ambitious boy who does not have a proper directed path. Who dreams to be big, but does not really put the right efforts on the right direction. Well, I did follow the foot steps of my role model 3 years back. It goes all here; I am a finance freak. I am passionate about stock market. My instincts have most of the times worked. Well, like any other investors even I have done sever mistakes. I was able to convert 2000G to 4300Grand. It is a different story that during market blood meltdown I lost more than 50%.

But, that is not the point. Where will the stocky thing will take me to. I need a bloody degree to prove my skills.

CAT would have just helped me with that! and what did I do? Blow it up royally.

Today was one of my worst days of my carrier in WT. I felt very lonely. Bloody company does not have any capable/ mindful person whom I can talk to.

Ya mere Rab, hame rastha dekha!!

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