Damn! I am an IT Engineer

Damn! I am an IT Engineer

But why why why but why?

Why did I do the same mistake as the rest of the folks and followed the wind.

Was it is because I did not want to be left behind the race or was it the money.

To come to think, was my 3 yrs in IT really worth. Have I lost quality time? Have I degraded my standard? Have I ruined the name of the CBSE students ?

It is 3 years, but it still feels the same. I don't understand what I have achieved till now is really worth.

Well now I have a designation of "Module Leader". But I am scared to death when I have to leave the current account. What is that I will be if I am leaving this account and starting fresh all over again.

I will loose all the lovely contacts, credibility and worst of all everything I have build here.

But I think the time has come to decide whether I have to stagnate or think beyond.