Thoughts Ideas.. Just One Spark

Dunno... but why me? why? why? why? but why?

Existence! If I exist now? where was I when I was not.. Sleeping, waiting for God to unleash me on earth!

Are you scared of death? Well, I am! Lets see, how will it be in the astral world to decipher the difference between the state of mind when u sleep and when you have left the body (I mean passed away!)

It is not for this reason that I sleep late (4:00 am) But it quizzes me the perfection of the world this world has. Why is it so perfect? Whatever we do has some margin of error? Even 6 sigma guys will agree with me on this.

So, what is the purpose of life? work? get married? go to onsite? What did god create us for?

Is it a test for eternal life or if I die, I go to sleep forever.

This makes me feel like leaving behind a mark. I am no Einstein or Newton or my role model Warren Buffet. what is it the bloody thing am I waiting for? All I need is a spark.

Come on sparky, spark.